ME. Just ME.

Yes, I admit I am not that kind of girl who will smile always, cry whenever feel bad, crazy around because of a single thing. I am just me, normal and different with other girls.

I don't like chocolate that every girl should like.

I don't like strawberry that every girl should like.

I don't like shopping that every girl should like.

I don't cry easily in front of people that every girl should have this right.

One of my friend told me, you have broken the image of girl in my heart, out of five which every girl like that is chocolate, shopping, strawberry, flower, and..(i have forgotten the last one), you have already don't like three of them. Seriously, i knew i am not just a normal girl who love every cute things, afraid of any scary things.

Yes, I might frighten because of ghost, yet, i love ghost story, action movie...

I am not just like other girl else. I am just me.

Eternal vampire? Perhaps. After all, i am still quiet, some say that i am cool.

Guess it suit me. VAMPIRE. =)

Headache and ..

I have no idea why i have this feeling when i answered mom's call.

The tears almost out of my eyes.

First time, listen to mom, i almost cry out.

At the moment she asked me whether i want to follow them to Cameron Highland.

Miss home? I am pretty sure this is not the feeling i miss my family.

I really don't get it. What' wrong with me?

Moreover, i am having headache start from afternoon.

Painful keep disturbing me while i am having my revision.

It become more serious when i smell the smell from food, even just look at the food menu.

Hey, someone here? Can you tell me what's wrong with me?

Stressful? Or i am having serious home sick? Or.. what?

Something goes wrong, i just don't know what is it.

3/4

突然多么希望今天的我没有去到面子书。


还是不能释怀……突然很讨厌面子书，很讨厌……

淡定？

刚刚无意间看回之前在我的部落的每一个留言，

所实在的，有种无奈的感觉，

和以前在window live space那儿看回以前的日记的那种感觉很不同。

还记得，之前是想大笑，笑自己的愚蠢，

现在看着这两年的留言，只是短短的5个左右，

我不禁有些佩服我自己，

我……居然能在心情不稳定的情况下写下那么理智、那么淡定的话。

不知道为什么，看回那一句，居然还能回忆起当时的感觉。

是我的印象太好了吗？还是那一句话，根本就不是很淡定？

什么时候开始，连自己也觉得自己真的很厉害伪装了……

错过了！！因为，病了！

4月6日，错过了去TESCO的机会！！

不甘愿！可是……

原本要去的，可是待在家，开始觉得热热的，然后就头痛，眼睛又很累，

结论是：去睡觉！往往睡觉是我解决头痛的方法……

睡大觉~最有效的解决方法！

电话就突然间在耳边响起，我慌张的拿起电话，看也不看是谁直接听了。

歆打来说是要去TESCO，对了，她还有问我有没有看到她的讯息。

本小姐在睡眠当中怎么可能有看到呢~

说着说着，觉得很冷，往被子里缩了缩，

含糊的问了，要骑脚车去学校才一起去，

第一个念头：什么？

第二个念头：不祥的预感，好像生病了。

忍着想去的欲望，我拒绝了。

怎么可以这样理智~内心的我可是很想去的说~

挂了电话，

好冷哦~

往被子里缩了缩，继续睡。

可是，还是好冷，就把风扇关了。

坐在电脑前，抱着枕头，期待着寒冷快快离开我。

生病了~

果然，不负我的期待，它离开了，

可是我的脑袋就越来越热，真个脸蛋好烧哦！

或许是我的手冷的关系吧~我心里那么想着。

就把风扇给开了，开了2号的风扇，

另一个期望：别给脸蛋那么热。

结果，手脚还是有些冷冷的，脸蛋的热度好像有那么一点点地减少。

不知过了多久，歆回来了，拿着一个（还是两个？）TESCO的塑胶袋。

看得出，她很热的说。

她说想到我一个冷”孤零零“地在家，所以拒绝了和其他人的邀请，回来和我吃午餐。

感动噢~

呃~我应该感动是吧！呵呵~好啦，真的有一点点啦！（要我承认这样的事，好像很难的。）

等待午餐准备好之前，糟了！脸蛋又在热热的，好像越来越烫的说。

把我的午餐匆匆享用完毕后，赶紧把panadol拿出来吃了。

可是水没了，想说下去买水。

一站起来，有些天昏运转，然后头痛！

又来了，之前病了的时候，头也是这样偶尔疼一疼的。

买完水，喝了一大口，

我就log in了朋友所说的‘周公online’。

睡觉了~应该加个：又再！

今天睡了好久呢~

不懂是药效发作了，还是自己喝了很多的水，烧总于退了！

yeah~~期待不要在烧起来吧~

只是，喉咙还是痒痒的，让我咳了很久，还是不舒服的说。

快点好起来吧！今晚的夜市有好多东西吃的。

万一又不舒服，我只好呆在家养病了……T.T